take me away, will you?

Today is really hard for me. =( I need a break from everything. It's just way too much for me. Have you ever felt like going away? Like a great escape. Things get harder, people gets harder, school gets harder. The pressure is there. But I don't know if I'm able to cope with all these. Like all I want to do is just hide under my blanket and cry. But the tears don't come. =( That is the most horrible feeling ever. Like you want to get something out of you, but you just can't. Argh. I think I'm going to explode. Soon.

I know that it's all my fault. I'm such a horrible person. I really want to change. 

A sunflower to cheer myself up. I am strong enough. I will not be sad.